Weird dreams + Scary Stuff

I had my first weird mama dream last night. I was driving all around town and late for work. All while little miss had blown out her diaper and poop was everywhere. I think since it was a dream the blown out diaper was a bit exaggerated. It was like a car full of poop. No joke. I looked at the time and realized it was 4:30 p.m., so I probably wouldn't make it to work. And then I woke up to realize, ah I've overslept! 

Onto the scary stuff: I don't know what it is about Mondays, but I just get a little anxious about everything on the first day of the week. I particularly can't get words like episiotomy and colic out of my mind. I can thank a random stranger for her scary episiotomy story, and that stupid happiest baby on the block book for my colic fears. And today,  a friend just forwarded this HILARIOUS, but also terrifying link of all these crazy post partum things that happen. Yea. Not looking forward to my 'uterine massage.' 

I promise it's not all doom and gloom over here. We went to our hospital tour yesterday and it was the coolest thing. Seeing all the rooms we'd be in, and walking through exactly what you do when you go into labor was surreal in this fuzzy kind of way. We are so excited to experience becoming parents.  Even if some of it will be a little strange (for me mostly), we are so ready. 

I just can't believe anytime in the next 4-8 weeks I'll have a baby!   And as much as I want to fast forward and know  exactly how our birth story will go,  I will just have to wait and seeeeeeee. The biggest mystery of my life :) 

Oh, and I have my first 'mom meet up' group thingy ma-jig tonight, and I'm so pumped.  A room full of pregos + italian food sounds like a blast to me! 

Over and out.